recuperating

Message:
1. Has anyone ever told you you have
pretty eyes?
pretty? ahmmm i think somebody said i look Japanese but then with my eyebags, who would notice?

2. How long have you been breathing?
- 25 years and im tired with it. Can i die already?
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3. What have you learned lately?
- that my life just wont get better. im just f***ed no matter how good i try to be
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4. How many pillows do you like to sleep with?
- just one for my head and a blanket please
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5. Do you like blue cheese?
- i hate cheese... except if theyre on pizza or on cheesecakes
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6. Do you trust people too easily or not enough?
- you wouldn't believe it, i could even love that easily. when will i ever learn
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7. What's the color of the soap in your bathroom?
- white
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8. Do you ever bite your lip?
- yep... it chaps sometimes
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9. What brand of body lotion do you use?
- i use body oil... locks moisture
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10. Should country music die?
- ahmmm well, somebody else likes them
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11. When was the last time you cried?
- like ahmm 2hrs ago
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12. Are you ticklish?
- on some parts
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13. Are camera phones worth it?
- hmmm yeah i guess
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14. Are there too many commercials on tv?
- that's why i dont watch local channels...
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15. When was the last time someone said something that really bothered you?
- just today, 8am... cried for like an hour after F*CK!

16. Do you have a crazy side?
- i do... you wouldnt wanna see it
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17. Do you ever keep arguing even when you know you’re wrong?
- i do... i just like to emphasize some points... im great with defending myself
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18. How did you wear your hair today?
- just rolled out of bed... what is there to look forward to anyway
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19. Do long distance relationships work?
- some does but relationships just doesnt work for me... it's like im cursed or somethin
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20. Scuba diving or Skydiving?
- how bout just DYING?
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21. What do you like people to call you?
- kim

22. Do you put your subject before you type the bulletin or after?
- after
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23. What are you listening to?
- the birds, now that uve mentioned it i gotta step up my mood before i kill myself
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24. Is there someone you want to fight?
- just fight? i wanna just strangle him, make him feel the pain i feel... God i wanna die
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25. Are you missing anyone?
- i shouldn't be. if i do, il die
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26. What were you doing an hour ago?
- occupying my mind with other stuff to keep my tears from falling. u should see how big my eye bags are
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27. Are you outgoing?
- yeah... if somebody asks me to go out
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28. Where do you wish you were right now?
- HELL? yeah... anywhere not to feel this pain right now.
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29. Who are you currently texting?
- nobody. might as well throw my phone away
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30. Are you comfortable with answering these personal questions?
- yeah, anything to distract me

31. Have you ever cried and didn't know the reason why?
- i cried just now... i wouldnt wna say why
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32. When is the last time you were truly happy with your life?
- i have been for like almost a year till like the msgs came pouring... so F***cked

33. Where was your default picture taken?
- what was my default picture again? i think in MKT! MKT! Makati, some hours after puking in the plane
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34. What is your favorite color?
- BLACK... it's the color of my soul
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35. What do you do when you have a bad day?
- i wanna kill myself
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36. Have you ever visioned your own wedding?
- oh just GET LOST!!!